He didn't call. I didn't expect him to.
I deleted him from Facebook and my phone. And it was marvelous.

quickest girl in the frying pan

He never called. I never expected that. I honestly feel much better letting him go as it was too much for me and my soul to rely on. After I called him, I meditated and did an energy cleanse; I awoke the day emotionally rested.

I've been focusing on my friend with benefits and wondering where it will lead.

I'm back from a late night impromptu drink sesh with an acquaintance and I can say he's made his way into a my life as a friend. We talked, we dish, we disclosed and it had been a long time coming. He's a welcome addition to my circle.

found your writing on my wall…

Rather than allowing myself to wallow in way too many emotions and tracks by Tori Amos, I decided to call the guy I was digging on. This was after I noticed he was in the area and asked if he'd like to meet for coffee and he declined. I had been feeling uneasy. I knew he wouldn't pick up, which was easier and I called him. I told him ever since we last saw each other, I feel that he’s been distancing himself and I’ve been wanting to have this conversation for a few weeks and that this whole incident has made me feel uneasy. I also said he doesn’t have to plan anything for Friday (I had been able to reach him via text and say we needed to hang out). I ended it by saying that while it’s his choice to call back, but I’d eventually would like to speak with him. 

My friend who is a therapist said I handled it well. I'm not upset about this. I'm just glad I did something before it could fester and annoy me. I have awesome people in my life. To quote Cocteau Twins, "I think, yes, I'm doing a fine job."