There are times that I feel rather introspective and I cannot stop listening to Tori Amos, especially the songs that are about relationships with men (which means most of Boys for Pele). For the last month, I've been drawn to songs like "Caught A Lite Sneeze," "Cooling," "Honey," "Horses," and "Father Lucifer." There's something about those songs that help me think about the men in my life and how I should evaluate them.
I've recently reconnected with someone who is honestly, a friend with benefits. We can be intimate and not expect more from the liason. There have been times that I've wondered if I should pursue things, but my own hesitations have prevented me from doing so. I feel comfortable with him. It's like wearing your favourite t-shirt or pair of jeans; you don't have to explain an absence, it just feels natural to you.
I've had "the feels," for lack of a better term, for the last guy I've talked about for about a month. But his lack of frequent communication reminds me of The Canadian. It's difficult to plan things with him because he doesn't get back to me. And I wonder if I should keep persuing thing because I've no idea how he truly feels about me. I don't want to pester him with texts, but I don't want to say anything via text because I feel it's something that's better discussed in person.
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